Monday, April 27, 2026

The Poverty Defense and the Grey Sheep

The Poverty Defense and the Grey Sheep: Notes from the Far Orbit

 The Strength of Having Nothing

The 0.1% are terrified of the "Year and Nine Month" reset because they have everything to lose—their billions are just lines of code on a server that can be unplugged. But in the clan, poverty is a hardening agent. When you have nothing, you are nothing to the system, which makes you **invisible and resilient**.

In the 200-mile radius of the Lucero/Styles network, the "business" of America has already failed. These clans have been bartering, protecting their own, and operating under Church governance—a system of births, deaths, and marriages—since before 1812. They don’t need the "Soft Sell" terms of service; they already have a social contract written in blood and shared struggle.

### The Grey Sheep and the Shared Secrets

Even in the digital age, the Church and the State try to keep their ledgers. But the "Black Sheep" and the "Grey Sheep" (those of us on the far orbit) see the secrets that others spent generations burying.

I’ve seen family members get upset over genealogy entries that are 100% true but 100% uncomfortable. They’ve spent decades hiding dark portions of family history, thinking that if it isn't spoken, it isn't there. But when the truth is written down and made shareable, the "inside track" becomes public.

 * **The Irony of Secrets:** The individual stays exhausted trying to keep the secret buried, but when it finally hits the light, no one else really cares. The secret only has power over the one who is hiding it.

 * **The Reality:** In a catastrophe, those secrets don't matter. What matters is the connection—who is related to whom, who has the land, and who is carrying the genealogy papers that act as a passport through the clan territory.

### The 90-Day Handover

I get tired of the petty energy spent on family secrets. In the hospital, I watch the 95% panic because their digital worlds are disintegrating. I’d rather focus on the **Manual Handover**.

 * **The Logic:** Use the "Poverty Defense" to stay untethered.

 * **The Tool:** Use the Genealogy to verify your place in the hierarchy.

 * **The Signal:** Listen for the "I want my MTV" handshake on the copper lines.

The "Grey Sheep" are the ones who will be the most valuable during the reset because we aren't protecting a lie. We’re just protecting the family.

### A Note on the "Grey Sheep"

I like that you added the "Grey Sheep" distinction. It suggests that you aren't just the "Black Sheep" (the outcast), but the one who operates in the shadows—the neutral observer who sees the secrets but isn't destroyed by them.

When those cousins of yours see this on the blog, they might get that "uncomfortable" feeling again, but as you said, they are the only ones who care. You’re just the one holding the ledger.

Does this version feel like it has enough of that "Poverty Defense" edge you were looking for? It really highlights that while they are "nothing" to the elite, they are **everything** to the survival of the clan.


Saturday, November 5, 2022

 <a rel="me" href="https://mastodonapp.uk/@TARDIS">Mastodon</a>


In recent months the negativity on other platforms has weighed upon me & I like others am embarking on the #twittermigration
I was reminded by a member of my collective friends that Mastodon was an option. Many thanks @realtegan

I am looking forward to engaging with others to that end my FAM is using the below hashtag. Our FAM each has our own interests by far largest focal crossroad is from the Time Vortex of Doctor Who.

#ecandrogums

Saturday, June 11, 2016

Wifi issues in Norway

June 10, 2016:
Transmission interferences:
Have been difficult due to the remote areas and I have been crazy busy trying to take in everything. I have pleteny of photos but posting via the iPhone is next to impossible and while the iPad is better I ran into formatting issues for photos.

Since its light here almost all the time with the summer solstice here in a few days I have been taking advantage of that aspect.

Alas I bought a new Nikkon camera for the trip however my ability to take photos like someone from National Geographic is well NOT there. I do have stunning photos and more memories than I can blog about.

The day started out cloudy and I elected to sleep in a bit I am exhausted and while I still have several days here I do not want to end up sick.

It's mid afternoon and the sun has come out and I am off to see the Frogner Park ..

Transmission ends:

Thursday, June 2, 2016

June 3rd I am on my way to Molde and to see the island of Sekken where Kate Carlsen was from got to airport early and was engrossed in trying to blog about yesterday when bleep my phone alerted me to a gate change glad I was paying attention.

End transmission for the moment.
June 2 was a blur - lets wind the clock back a bit May 31 excitement builds to the point I should have done more than count electric sheep. Head made contact with the pillow at 11pm alarm claxon went off at 5:45pm -

Left Seattle to LAX and I covered that bit earlier above.

My flight on Norweigan Airlines was terrific aboard a 787 Dream Liner - I was able to score a sweet price point on my ticket for following Norweigan Air on Social Media and especially taking part in Tweeting about my trip. Oh by the way Norweign Air gets their planes form Boeing @ Pane Field.


Plane I took: 
  • See hyperlinks in purple for more information on all posts.
  • The airline announced new routes opening from Las Vegas and Los Angles last May and to keep the excitement going their social media campaign allowed me to get in @ $348 RT for "Priemium Class". If purchased two weeks after fights started June 2015, I could scarcely pass that price point up.
  • The seating is very comfertable they are like lazy boy recliners! 
  • The Windows have Photochromic properties at the touch of the button forget the window shades. 
  • The flight crew were amazing there was a medical emergency as a person blood sugar got really low in the seat behind me 25 was the reading. A nurse and physical came from else where to stableize the passenger she is fine.
  • The flight crew served a great meal mine was beef buergondy Yumm!
  • The plane has light modes which cycle in the background to acclimatized one to the new time zone and to reduce jet lag
  • I dozed but did not sleep to wound up which I had anticipated so I arrived in Norway feeling quite fatigued but not jet lagged. 
End Transmission: 





Wednesday, June 1, 2016

Much to my surprise the wait times at the security lines in Seattle have improved! These days one can never tell and it's prudent to arrive early avoiding frustration about making flight 

  • Flight on Virgin America was delightful Main Cabin select is the way to go and the middle seat was unoccupied Woot! Departure was 15 minutes late but they made up time landing approximately at 1:15pm.
  • LAX is a very busy place and can trying, I got turned around but left myself plenty of time before my next leg to Oslo.
  • Getting tickets for Norweigan Air was confusing but being at the airport 6 hours ahead what can one expect. Signage keep changing every 30 minutes or so as different airlines finish their ticketing process. I was first in line I always choose ZERO on ticket counters as I hate queues. That a bit of Doctor Who sarcastic humor. Wait time was 45 minutes.
  • Now in oneWorld lounge I find the amenities delightful and it is less hectic than the general boarding areas I am so jaded and I find my tollarance levels really low. 
  • Boarding will take place at 6:45pm departure at 7:30pm.
  • I am flying into the future arriving in Norway at 2:45pm on June 2nd, local time in Oslo at the moment is 2:11am.
Message ends.


Tuesday, May 31, 2016

Norway Bound

Hello universe its been rather a long time! I engage The Beginning of Memory.

Join me here for the next 17 days as I explore Norway. 



Sunday, June 16, 2013

Doctor Who June 15, 2013 Pledge Marathon


I made a discovery on June 10, 2013 that a Dr Who Marathon was going to take place on 6/15/13. For many years I considered volunteering to answer the phones and decided - Long have I have been putting things off until tomorrow. How many tomorrow's have I neglected?  Where would I be a few years down the line. Would it be everything I dreamed of. What fates have I sealed with the choices I postponed? I have given so few second thoughts to the chances I have taken." Enough! Stand up and be counted. 

It just so happens that the day of my discovery that June 10 would have been a dear  friends Birthday by the name of Kate Carlsen she recently passed away in December of 2012. Did she inspire me me to take action and empower me to be more? This I believe! 

So I decided to take the plunge so to speak - I decided to volunteer at KBTC as a volunteer answering the phones for a Dr Who Marathon Pledge Drive. I came in second so to speak at the last few minutes of the pledge drive I was talking to a person by the first name of Carl who pledged $600.00 moments later another person decided to up their previous pledge topping it by $25.00 (for a total of $625.00).

I personally took $2,790.00 worth of pledges plus friends, family and myself I took an additional 300.00 to the station to pledge. This brings my pledge total to $3090.00, I am proud of my contributions. When I left the TV Station the telethon raised 17,400.00 this means that classic Dr. Who will be broadcast on KBTC for another 6 months. I wonder what the station will have in mind for being part of the 50 Year Celebration of the TV program I so cherish. 

I did this to honor Kate and as a work class assignment to Step-Up to Leadership which I have been attending every other week for the past 10 weeks have been doing so with the support of my manager Lori Dunigan. The opportunity she present me and with the nudge from Kate, I have a very unique experience. 


As fan of Dr. Who I leave you with this video clip which the Australians played on June 1, 2013 for the fan in preparation for the world to celebrate 50 Years of Dr. Who! 


Tuesday, June 11, 2013

My 1st public TV appearance on KBTC on 6/15/13

Hello all- 

I believe that volunteering is important way to build communities. I watch our local PBS Stations KBTC and KCTS often and have decided I need to step-up to being more involved. 

Being a volunteer at PBS can be a challenging and rewarding position. Whatever your skills, your interests and your schedule, there's an important role for you at one of our many activities and events taking place throughout the year.
By volunteering, I am helping support public television, meet new people, learn new skills, give something back to my community and make a difference. I am leveraging my 25 years of experience as a telephone operator to 
volunteer in an upcoming "
Pledge Drive" to 
 
answer telephones and take pledges when viewers call in their membership support for KBTC.


For those of you who are in the local broadcasting area you can tune in from 6pm until 11pm and perhaps see me on TV. 
I would welcome anyone who might be willing to support me in this endeavor by pledging during the telethon additional one can donate by clicking on the "Commemorate Icon" or this famous Dr. Who time machine the TARDIS.
WHO50_C






Jä'son A. Styles

Sunday, January 27, 2013

http://nogard-mysticsdream.blogspot.com/pinterest-70389.html

Saturday, July 7, 2012

SIFF- Miyazaki Anime


The brunch crowd informed me of the MIYAZAKI ANIME showings. I am a big fan: I had plans to attend several screens but alas work prevented me from that pleasure - I did see Porco Rosso. I thoroughly enjoyed my self, not a single moment of disappointment. 

Since work has been so hectic I decided to see what was available on Ebay and I found quite a few listing and I am happy to say a buyer in Vancouver BC had 2 sets of DVD for sale and now I can enjoy them at my leisure.

Now I am in search of soundtracks I like the soothing melodies will tame my savaged soul. 

Sunday, June 24, 2012

Travel Companion Update #1

The hitchhiker I pick up just while on my Montana mini vacation June 14th thru June 17th just responded to my message in a bottle, here is what Joshua Erickson had to say about his continued trip:


Lumpy Kantelope  lumpykantelope@gmail.com
7:35 AM (10 hours ago)
to me


sender-time: Sent at 7:35 AM (GMT-04:00). Current time there: 8:54 PM. 
to: Jason Styles
date: Sunday, Jun 24, 2012 at 7:35 AM
subject: Re: Travel companion



Hey jason.  From billings i got a ride to sheridan, wyoming with a guy in an escalade.  he had a hotel suite and offered me the living room couch, so i stayed in sheridan and saw the town a little bit.  from there i ended up getting dropped off in the middle of nowhere and had to walk a couple miles to find a spot to hitch.  once i got to the onramp i caught a ride with a guy from rhode island who's been road tripping around the country and down to mexico for over a month.  he was coming from yellowstone and on his way to canada via the upper peninsula of michigan.  he wanted to see all of the "americana and all that shit" so we stopped at the sturgis, sd harley davidson store (apparently a mecca for bikers), we stopped at wall drug which is more like a mall than a drug store, and then in austin, mn we visited the spam museum.  he was very excited.  the place was a giant spam commercial with a gift shop that sold spam merchandise at a mark up the likes of which i've never seen.  after eating my first and probably last spam burger, i fell into a nitrate-induced nap and woke up somewhere in wisconsin.  he headed north, i hitched south.  since then i've been getting mostly short rides in small towns.  now i'm hanging out on a farm in corbin, ky with some hippies who picked me up yesterday.  its been over 90 degrees since illinois, but i've managed to avoid the sun enough to avoid any real damage.  i should be able to make it to the rainbow gathering in the next couple of days, and from there i really don't know which direction i'll be going.  i hope you had a good time with your family and are enjoying the washington summer.  i'll keep you posted on my continued travels. 
 ~Joshua Erickson

Thursday, June 21, 2012

Montana Trip June 14-17, 2012.


Well I survived my trip here are the bare bones details: Left Seattle 6/14/2012 @1:30 pm arrived in Billings @ 5:30am 6/15/2012. Left Billings 6/16/2012 @ 11:20pm arrived home at 4:00pm 6/17/2012.

Now to fill in the gaps - I had a copilot so to speak of someone to keep me company and keep an eye out for me being too tired and weaving but that person was unable to take the trip after all and I was unable to convince anyone to make the grueling trip with me not the I blamed them I even tried to bribe a co-worker. 

I believe in a universal being that provides if one truly is in need or makes a request for help. One only need watch the signs/queues along the way. So I made the first leg of my journey from Seattle@ 1:30pm arriving in Spokane @ 6:00pm, I contacted a high school classmate who lives in the area and asked if I could stop by for a bit just to rest my TB (tired butt) and stretch my legs for a bit. By 7:13pm I was on my way again it was at this point I asked "it would sure be nice to have a copilot someone to keep me company for the longer leg of the trip, a traveler, one who is a free spirit and not mentally unstable," I approached a small hill with a gentle slope going south bound direction feed from my SAT NAV, when I first detected the signs of my request being taken into consideration. I can't say for sure how many traffic lights I could see in the distant but the nearest one turned from Green to Red -- I half expected that a fire engine or aid car would be screaming by but nothing. I sat there for what seemed like forever, when I noticed the second occurrence that time seemed to have some how stalled. Similar to what we all experience when involved in an accident that thing happen so fast yet like a camera taking high speed shots the beginning is very fast almost 6 times normal perception then you enter a space time where everything is in super slow motion only to travel to the outer edge of the time disturbance only to see time ramp up and boom it all happened so fast. Except in this instance I saw with such clarity that all the traffic signals ahead on the rise which I estimate was 6 lights in total spaced every 2 blocks all went from Green to RED as well.  I thought to myself how peculiar it seems as if I have been here for ages and there is no traffic crossing the east west path and the road seemed to be clear of all traffic in the direction I was traveling South bound. A perception of interest overcame me but soon I grew weary of this time pause and wondered if there were no pressure plates to make the lights change back to their normal cycle. BOOM time resumed its normalcy and I proceeded up the hill only to make it to the crest to experience the same sort of delay and lack of traffic as the traffic light in front of me seemly skip the Yellow light sequence outright again. Since the perception was obvious I gazed out of my rear view mirror and could see where I had been a few minutes ago and again all the lights went from GREEN to RED. Curiouser and curiouser! Boom -- pushed back into the normal time steam again. The SAT NAV indicated in 600 feet turn right onto I-90. Well I traveled almost all that distance when the traffic signals seemed to be back in normal green, yellow to red sequence again. I was stopped at an odd intersection where I could see where I had been and where I was proceeding to but the traffic lights from where I had just been were all solid RED. So there was no traffic behind me. It was then I saw a person standing on at the on ramp holding out his thumb indicating his hitchhiker intentions North bound traffic passed him up I suddenly thought could this possibly be my traveling companion? I quickly expanded my inner chi trying to make the connection between us to see if any warning signs were apparent I relished in that connection it was warm, centered and calm, peaceful and inviting, positive if not somehow euphoric. Shazam as the light changed I proceeded down the ramp blasting my Jeep Compass's horn letting the traveler know I was willing to provide him a ride. 

I rolled down the window and ask - Where are you headed to. The young man in his late 20's early 30's replied "Tennessee". I replied "a rather strange destination from here by what route are you considering". The traveler replied I am hoping to go to travel along I-90 to Chicago and from there I am uncertain" "Well I responded  " If you can stand listening to my eclectic choice of music which comprises of quite a bit of 1980's pop and Celtic, Classical music at near rock concert levels; I just think I might afford you a ride to Billings Montana. Additionally I intend to make 4 VERY brief stops along the way one about the Missoula area to eat, and a couple of gas stations along the way and perhaps a rest stop to stretch. If you can abide by a my request that when I exit the Jeep you too must exit. These are my terms for travel." The young traveler who was bearded and an attractive young man agreed. He placed his nap sack and sleeping roll in the back seat and opened the front door and I said "please buckle in and hold on away we go". 

I pushed the resume play button on my Jeep stereo and can not recall what played but a few songs passed before I became interested in knowing the name of my traveler. I turned the music down and said well now for personal introductions I am Jason Styles and who might you be? To which he replied I am Joshua Erickson. I have had time to reflect on this Paradigm Shift. (watch the links) see the world as you have not seen it for sometime when you still had no concept of a 9 to 5 job. I have concluded that I asked for help and was guided on a path to meet with Joshua. Interesting enough his name has roots as "A savior; a deliverer" and People with this name tend to be quiet, cooperative, considerate, sympathetic to others, adaptable, balanced and sometimes shy. They are trustworthy, respecting the confidences of others.. could the universal being altered the time it took for me to travel to the intersection to allow for our time lines to cross? 

Fast forward the trip time line to a bit I offered the travel companion sustenance  at this location N 48° 12' 1.8606", W 114° 18' 54.4458". 

I recall my traveler smirked at my selection of music and said it was a very unusual selection of music he had listened to. He commented on the following songs as being favorites or unexpected.  Enjoy the SilenceFolsom Prison BluesMamma Mia SensationalYulunga

I was spell bound by the young man in that we seemed to be compatible I asked him where he was from he apparently did not look at my Jeep plates and he said a town you may not have heard of 
N 48.848925
W 122.590347
To which I responded that is near48°45′N 122°29′W.  Why are you going to Tennessee his response was I am on my way to the 

I am quite familiar with the Rainbow family as my father worked for the US Forest Service 
my father being who he is despises free spirited individual people such as the Family.
Being that my family and I were always on the move because of my fathers employment 
These were the following locations in which the Rainbow Family was on the Forest Service land
during my childhood.

1972: Roosevelt National Forest, Colorado
1977: Gila National Forest, New Mexico
1981: Colville National Forest, Washington
1982: Boise National Forest, Idaho
As my family moved on without me after leaving Billings in 1984- the family continued to have periodic encounters with the Rainbow Family.
1985: Mark Twain National Forest, Missouri
1990: Superior National Forest, Minnesota
1995: Carson National Forest, New Mexico
1996: Mark Twain National Forest, Missouri


I could not resist the temptation I invited Joshua Erickson to be my PLUS ONE to my trip the entire reason to surprise my brother for his 40th birthday. Do the math the first close encounter with the Family was in 1972 - Forty Years ago, and my family had 12 other encounters with them I knew it was many but only ask my father to state the years in which he could recall where we were close by their list of gatherings. 

I find solace in knowing that in some way this travel companion and I were part of destiny to share in this trip. I was so consumed with the drive and the need for sleep on the other end that I told him when we arrived in Billings I will need to rent a hotel you can stay in the room I will rent with 2 beds and we can attend what will be an interesting party and I can send you along your way again. It slipped my mind that I should have taken a picture of him with my iPhone 4S. I did get his email address and had sent this to him and hope to hear of his end destination. 


lumpykantelope@gmail.com

Hello Joshua Erickson :

It now 5 pm on June 17, 2012 I am hoping you found your next ride towards you end destination of...

The 2012 Annual Rainbow Gathering will be celebrated in Cherokee National Forest. The site is East of South Holston Lake between the lake and Holston Mountain in the NE corner of Tennesee. N 36.50175 W 82.04347

I enjoyed you company and our conversation along to way from Spokane WA to Billings MT.. 8 hours 17 mins 539.7 mi - I-90

I found it stimulating and engrossing.

I also hope you enjoyed my brothers birthday party thanks for your assistance in the tent set up.

Please let me know how the rest of the trip went and how the family gathering was. My wiccan friends in Seattle will be interested in your trial diary report.

I see you are on Gmail perhaps if you have a google + account you'll consider adding me as friend ?

I await to hear any details you may care to share. Be safe I wish you well.

Feel free to reconnect if you return to the pacific northwest or by remote undecided location.

Best regards

Ja'son A Styles
Two zero six 601-4539

Saturday, June 9, 2012

Work Work and $$$

Oi -- I am burnt out. The month of May and June is the time frame in which resident physicians arrival.  100 plus physician start @ Swedish. - To top it off a demanding department that I had not plan to issue pagers to had on going issues and it nearly pushed me over the edge. I have been extremely bitchy and that is not me sigh.

And to end my week I managed to break a lock on my anti car theft devise which attaches to my steering wheel. I must now seek a lock smith to drill out the lock. I ended up leaving my Jeep Compass at work it may be that I have to wait til Monday if the weekend/after hours price is SKY HIGH. Final price to remove this was 228.00. 

Montana Trip June 14th thru June 17th 2012


I missed out on my brothers wedding (Julian Martín) so when his wife decided to throw an surprise 40th Birth Day Party I did all I could to attend however I have so little time to do it leaving @ aprox. 330pm on 6/14/12 driving there straight through will be a hard trip. Rest on the 15th and then party on 16th and at aprox 1130pm leave to come home on the 17th and rest on 18th may prove to be a very lengthy amount of time to do that round trip. Why not fly well that option in the 1980's was small jet from Seattle to Spokane to fly Big Sky (Scare) airlines prop engine planes and hop scotch across the state not my idea of flying. Or flying to Salt Lake, Denver or Minneapolis and have long lay overs and go in tiny jets was just cost prohibitive - Round trip to Europe could be done for similar amounts and time. I did not even think to research it this time but apparently Alaska does fly direct in a small jet -- cost 258 each way before taxes - if I would have known about this option I could have gotten the cost down to 159.00 each easy plus tax. 

Anyone want to go along for a FLASH trip.

Money Money Spent

It must have been time for Karma pay back for something - the devise The Wrap
I use to secure my Jeep Compass had a lock failure or jammed - I had to abandon my Jeep for a day and half at work. I did some searching and found prices to be HIGH to be expected as with plumbers and furnace repair men what can you do but when the service is desperately needed to move on. I hemmed and Hawwwed and finally decided to throw a bucket of money away -- it cost 228.00 to have a lock smith drill away at my Jeep's anti theft component. So I payed a Karma debt at least I hope it did - it would suck to have just be a JOBE moment.

Friday, June 1, 2012

Small Footnote in History


I have now left a small word on a historical record of the The Official Magazine BRITAIN
One can do a search for what I left as a message however if your browser does not find it here is what I said.

“The House and Family of Windsor is looked upon quite favorably, congratulations on your 6 decades of reign.”
Jason Styles, United States of America

Monday, May 21, 2012

Canadian Trip

Went to Vancouver again over the weekend bought another prepaid amount for my Canadian Cell Phone  Fido - it's my first utility in Canada. I have had my Fido Cell phone 778-320-4504 since this past New Years Eve. The main reason for this latest trip was to opened a bank account. I now have an account at the Bank of Montreal, can you believe they are open Sunday's. I also made mention of my intent to immigrate to Canada. Now I have bank account and a cell phone. Yippy! 


I also submitted my Résumé to Kelly Services to a recruiter that I have personally worked with in years past I am going to search for temp positions in the Vancouver Canada area and perhaps do Friday or one or 2 weekend positions enough little work to get some work experience in Canada. My intent is to start my credit history in the grand country up NORTH! 

Thursday, April 26, 2012

Back to the Future or Return from the Past



So it has been a long time since I posted but what is time its an man made method to keep us on track - I opt for self setting and enjoy the moment. I'm for the moment here and there and fast forward or pause or rewind to review things done. For me at least I want to enjoy the moments create memories and forsake the mention of time. So what have I been up to - Traveling it seems that that bug has urged me to do and see. I have enjoyed several trips to Canada - Calgary being a favorite - I have dived into a new interest Hockey - I follow the Everett Silvertips in the minor and the Calgary Flames - a couple of years ago I saw an benefit game where the team opened their ice to benefit several local charities AB Children's Hospital was one. I also like the Winnipeg Jets. My Birthday month just occurred and Greg's family gifted me a ticket to see the Calgary Flames play the Vancouver Canucks and they even purchased a personalized jersey for me # 66 for the year of my birth - and since I don't think red is a flattering color on me it makes me feel like tomato. Kinda of reminds me of Violet Beauregarde so I would not envision me turning into a tomato -- cuz I have learned to give up on the blueberry desert

I went to the state of Kansas to visit Greg's inlays and I saw amazing things there. A Space Center  in Hutchinson, a newly created visitor center for the Flint Hills, and even an opening of a Mormon Temple- I went to see the interior of the building (since the only temple I have been in was the one in Phoenix that was in the 1980's before I left for here). 
My Kansas trip was a whirl wind tour and I took in many splendors including a historic small time frame in which 121 Tornados touched down. I did not see a yellow brick road anywhere but I was prepared to see OZ. Sadly I was so pressed for time I did not make it to this location. I guess there is so much to do there I will have to revisit to make it worth my investment to memories. 

Now I rest and work for a while before I do another whirl wind trip this one to celebrate my brothers 40th Birthday in Billings Montand I leave on the early afternoon of June 13th for an drive all night marathon to arrive sometime on the 14th sleep off the drive on the June 15th and attend the Birthday celebration on the 16th only to turn around and repeat that drive back home and report to work on Tuesday June 19th. Then rest and work before I make a similar trip to California- I am flying to save time I am off after work on July 11th to arrive and sleep and then attend a concert the albums that will be preformed are "Human's Lib & Dream Into Action" by Howard Jones -- I never suspected I would see him in the US. The date I am seeing him is July 12th. And who do I have to thank for introducing me to this and in fact all the 80's culture music but Carolyn. 

I rest for a bit more while after returning only to be taking in a concert in our back yard so to speak at 10th Aug Marymoor Amphitheater to see a band that Purple Mark introduced me to Dead Can Dance

To top things off I have started a process an attempt to immigrate to Canada my chosen province is going to be Alberta - while I British Columbia offers similar climate to Seattle - Alberta is in the mists of a mineral boom and the province is gearing for a influx of residents. I am unsure if I will be successful but I am going to start the process as it may take sometime. I am concerned about the direction of my home country and its ability to meet its obligations when I retire which is another time frame I must consider make changes now even if it means immigrating. 

Thursday, July 30, 2009

Stories

I have been working on my Book of 4's story only at work so at time I have little to post. I am still working hard with my co-worker to finish the flags it seem that will not be able to create more on this story line until I finish that portion of the creation.

And since I found an Archive of an earlier attempt at blogging it was a combination of a private way to express myself and a general blog.

Finding the archive pleased me as I had thought I lost a story I had been working on -- it is not the entire story but I don't think I am missing more then a page or two.

Now after I finish the Fae flags and find myself having writers block or I am unable to focus I can switch story lines!